Dixie Elliot ✊It was a day like any other on the Blanket Protest.
Bobby’s cellmate didn’t realise it then but he was in fact baring witness to a period in the life of a man; a deeply convicted Irish Republican, whose name, while it was still relatively unknown beyond the walls of these H-Blocks, would become as synonymous with freedom as that of the revolutionary Che Guevara or Martin Luther King Jr. There would come a time when streets would be named after him. Sadly he would die on hunger strike, along with nine brave comrades, for that to happen.
The sun shone that day and the birds sang to their hearts content, which lifted the spirits of the prisoners a little, but they were denied even the feel of it's warmth. They could only peer through the concrete pillars of their cell windows and remember how it had felt. Bobby stopped his pacing and looked out at the yard between the two wings, then he turned his attention to the clear blue sky and a wisp of white cloud which seemed reluctant to move on. He was searching for inspiration.
He imagined what it would be like to be a bird, free to go where he wished, being able to soar high into that blue sky with the wisp of cloud and out over the barbed wire topped fences and the high concrete wall which separated the H-Blocks from the Cages. In his mind's eye he could see Lough Neagh off to his left, the water's surface shimmering in the sunlight. He hung in the air then turned and flew over Black Mountain and Divis, with the city sprawled out below hugging the shoreline of Belfast Lough.
He swooped down and flew below the ridgeline of Cave Hill, along it's basalt cliffs and the feature known as 'Napoleon's Nose' with the ringfort known locally as McArt's Fort at its highest point. It was there back in 1795 that Wolfe Tone, Henry Joy McCracken and the other Presbyterian members of the Society of United Irishmen gathered and pledged “never to desist until we had subverted the authority of England over our country and asserted our independence”.
Bobby spotted the three large caves on the face of the cliffs and with the eye of a poet he envisaged the ancient inhabitants of McArts Fort storing food in them for the cruel months of a winter which lay ahead. Close to the lowest of the three caves he saw 'The Devil's Punchbowl'. This steep hill, strewn with rocks and boulders, was where they had sheltered their livestock from the elements. He glanced down the slopes of Cave Hill at Belfast Castle surrounded by woodland. It had once been the residence of the Chichester family, landed gentry who had come to Ulster, during the Plantation, forced the Gael off their land and took it for themselves.
He could see Glas na Bradan wood and remembered how, as a child, he had played along the river of the same name, which flows through it and into Belfast Lough. The English translation being 'Stream of the Salmon.' The M2 motorway, with traffic rushing to and from the city was like a scar on the face of the beautiful landscape. Then he was looking down on Carnmoney Hill. It was as he had remembered it, carpets of bluebells, the whin bush with their distinctive yellow flowers and remnants of ancient woodland.
Always the Gaelgeoir, Bobby thought of it's Gaelic name, 'Cairn Monaidh' meaning 'carn of the bog’. That carn had long ago disappeared but there are several raths or ringforts in or around the hill. Overlooking Carnmoney Cemetery on the southern face of Carnmoney Hill are what little remains of Dun Áine meaning ‘Áine’s fort’. He loved the view from up there and imaged the beautiful Celtic sun goddess Áine admiring the same view with the wind in her hair. At least two souterrains, man-made underground tunnels, had also been discovered on the hill. Ancient hedgerows, mostly hawthorn and hazel, border some of the pathways which wind up and across the top of the hill. In the 1800s these pathways would have led to isolated farmhouses.
Above the cacophony of birdsong Bobby heard children's laughter which frightened an Irish hare lazing in the shade of the undergrowth. It took off and bounded across the open ground. Bobby then saw a group of children making their way to the top of the hill along a pathway and the memories came flooding back to him of how he had done the same thing as a child during beautiful sunny days such as this.
One of the children, a boy with fair hair, looked up and saw a Lark hanging in the sky. It's song was so enthralling that he instantly felt an affinity with that little bird. That boy was Bobby himself. His sisters Bernadette and Marcella were also there, as were the friends he hadn't seen since childhood. He remembered looking up at that Lark as it sang in celebration of it's freedom. Bobby knew in his heart that he was only reliving the past through his memories and that freedom was the dream which gave him strength during the darkest days and nights in the H-Blocks.
John Sands married Rosaleen Kelly on March 28th 1951. Shortly afterwards they moved from the overcrowded streets of Belfast out to Abbots Cross a newly built village and shopping centre in the Glas na Bradan valley between Cave Hill and Carnmoney Hill, five miles to the north of the city. Unfortunately any hope John and Rosaleen had of finding happiness in the countryside was short-lived. They were soon to discover that Abbots Cross had been built for Protestants. Uniformed members of the RUC and B-Specials casually walked past their home each day going to and from work, which mainly entailed keeping the Catholic citizens of Belfast in their place. John's Ulster-Scots surname was likely the reason they managed to slip through the sectarian net and into number 6 Abbots Cross. For a long time their neighbours believed that they were Protestants and they certainly weren't going to let them know any different.
On March 9th 1954, two years after their move to Abbots Cross, Rosaleen gave birth to their first child, a boy who they named Robert Gerard. Just under a year later in April 1955 Bobby's sister Marcella was born. There was a three-year gap before the birth of his sister Bernadette in November 1958. His brother Sean would be born in June 1962.
In December 1961 the family moved into a new home in a newly built housing estate beside Abbots Cross called Rathcoole. This new home, 68 Doonbeg Drive, was at the foot of Carnmoney Hill. Seven-year old Bobby could look out their front window at an uninterrupted view of the hill so it was hardly surprising that he, his sisters and their newfound friends from other nearby streets would climb the paths which wound up the hill, build themselves a hut and then light a fire. They would throw raw potatoes into this fire and watch them burn before attempting to eat them. Needless to say they were always hungry by the time they got back home again.
Bobby’s education began at Stella Maris primary school and he went on to attend the secondary school of the same name which was next door to it. He was only ever interested in playing football so himself and his best friend Tommy O’Neill joined the youth team of Stella Maris, the local football club. This club was remarkable for the times because it attracted Protestant boys from surrounding areas despite the fact that the team trained in the gym of Bobby’s school. It mattered not if a player was a Catholic or a Protestant, if they were anyway good at playing football they got on the team. Bobby also took part in other sports like swimming and cross-country running for which he won quite a few medals.
By 1966 things began to change as Rathcoole became the centre of Protestant intolerance when the religious demagogue, Ian Paisley established the area as his power base. He spat sectarian hatred from the pulpit and wherever else he could find a platform from which to vent it. In his ignorance neither he nor his followers realised that whenever they said Rathcoole they were speaking a bit of Irish. Rathcoole is Ráth Cúil in Gaelic, meaning the ‘Fort of Coole’ and it is pronounced the same in English as it is in Irish. Hanging on his every poisonous word Loyalists began to launch attacks on Catholic homes, schools and shops.
Bobby finished secondary school in 1969 at the age of fifteen and enrolled in Newtownabbey Technical College. The following year in March 1970 he began working as an apprentice bus builder with Alexander’s Coach Works earning eighteen pounds a week. However, the ugly face of sectarian hatred wasn’t long in coming to the surface on the factory floor, but Bobby endured it as he wanted to learn a trade. One morning he turned up at work to find some of his workmates cleaning guns. One of them pointed a gun at him and told him to go or he’d be shot. He refused to be intimidated and stayed until his boss called him into his office and told him that there would be staff cuts and that he was being laid off.
Bobby would soon find another job, working nights as a barman in the Glen Inn, a pub in Glengormley. He became friendly with an older barman called Gerry Noade who lived beside the Sands family home in Rathcoole. He soon started dating Gerry’s daughter Geraldine. The couple would eventually get married after Geraldine became pregnant, but the wedding would be held in the chapel of Crumlin Road jail on March 3rd 1973 just six days before Bobby's 19th birthday, as he would be arrested on October 16th 1972 and put on remand. Geraldine gave birth to a baby boy, Gerard, on 8th May 1973.
During his time working as a barman Bobby made the decision that the time had come for him to fight back against the tyranny of the sectarian state which had, for decades, made life unbearable for Catholics in the North of Ireland and the British military which had been sent over to defend it. The peaceful protests of the Civil Rights Movement had been met with state violence during the 1960s. He witnessed the murderous events in Ballymurphy and a few months later in Derry, which would come to be known as Bloody Sunday. The Parachute regiment murdered innocent people during both massacres but the real orders had come from the British government.
Bobby knew that IRA volunteers drank in the Glen Inn so he waited for the right moment to approach one of them and ask about becoming a member himself. He noticed that one of them seemed to have more authority than the others so one night toward the end of 1971 he walked over to him while he was sitting alone, sat down and asked him straight out about joining the IRA. The man was impressed but he counselled Bobby to think carefully before joining. Bobby had his mind made up and nothing the man said could change it so he told him he’d think about it and get back to him.
Bobby's cellmate wondered why he was spending so much time standing at the window of their cell just staring out through the concrete pillars as he was normally pacing the length of the cell deep in thought. He got up and stood beside him little realising that he had just interrupted Bobby’s memories bringing him back to the reality of their present-day situation. He remained silent for a while and just stared out the cell window. Then he asked Bobby did he think that they'd ever see freedom, real freedom when the British would have left Ireland for good. Bobby turned to him and said, "Tiocfaidh ár lá,” (Our day will come). Then he went over to the wall and began putting the finishing touches to the poem he had been composing. Having done so he memorised the lines until he had it word perfect.
"It’s called ‘A Place to Rest', began Bobby before reciting his poem from the side of his cell door...
There was a hushed silence when he finished, then his comrades erupted into cheers and shouted words of praise from one end of the wing to the other.
Bobby Sands paced the length of his cell deep in thought. As he did so he repeatedly stroked his thick beard with the cup of his hand. It was something he did out of habit. His long fair hair was lank and matted as he hadn’t washed in well over a year. The blanket which covered his naked body from the waist down was filthy, as was the foam mattress he slept on. This he had propped up against the wall so as to give him more space to walk back and forth from his cell window to the steel door. His cellmate sat on his own foam mattress with his back against the wall and remained silent as he knew Bobby was trying to find the words with which he could complete yet another poem. Just a few more lines was all he needed.
Bobby’s cellmate didn’t realise it then but he was in fact baring witness to a period in the life of a man; a deeply convicted Irish Republican, whose name, while it was still relatively unknown beyond the walls of these H-Blocks, would become as synonymous with freedom as that of the revolutionary Che Guevara or Martin Luther King Jr. There would come a time when streets would be named after him. Sadly he would die on hunger strike, along with nine brave comrades, for that to happen.
The sun shone that day and the birds sang to their hearts content, which lifted the spirits of the prisoners a little, but they were denied even the feel of it's warmth. They could only peer through the concrete pillars of their cell windows and remember how it had felt. Bobby stopped his pacing and looked out at the yard between the two wings, then he turned his attention to the clear blue sky and a wisp of white cloud which seemed reluctant to move on. He was searching for inspiration.
He imagined what it would be like to be a bird, free to go where he wished, being able to soar high into that blue sky with the wisp of cloud and out over the barbed wire topped fences and the high concrete wall which separated the H-Blocks from the Cages. In his mind's eye he could see Lough Neagh off to his left, the water's surface shimmering in the sunlight. He hung in the air then turned and flew over Black Mountain and Divis, with the city sprawled out below hugging the shoreline of Belfast Lough.
He swooped down and flew below the ridgeline of Cave Hill, along it's basalt cliffs and the feature known as 'Napoleon's Nose' with the ringfort known locally as McArt's Fort at its highest point. It was there back in 1795 that Wolfe Tone, Henry Joy McCracken and the other Presbyterian members of the Society of United Irishmen gathered and pledged “never to desist until we had subverted the authority of England over our country and asserted our independence”.
Bobby spotted the three large caves on the face of the cliffs and with the eye of a poet he envisaged the ancient inhabitants of McArts Fort storing food in them for the cruel months of a winter which lay ahead. Close to the lowest of the three caves he saw 'The Devil's Punchbowl'. This steep hill, strewn with rocks and boulders, was where they had sheltered their livestock from the elements. He glanced down the slopes of Cave Hill at Belfast Castle surrounded by woodland. It had once been the residence of the Chichester family, landed gentry who had come to Ulster, during the Plantation, forced the Gael off their land and took it for themselves.
He could see Glas na Bradan wood and remembered how, as a child, he had played along the river of the same name, which flows through it and into Belfast Lough. The English translation being 'Stream of the Salmon.' The M2 motorway, with traffic rushing to and from the city was like a scar on the face of the beautiful landscape. Then he was looking down on Carnmoney Hill. It was as he had remembered it, carpets of bluebells, the whin bush with their distinctive yellow flowers and remnants of ancient woodland.
Always the Gaelgeoir, Bobby thought of it's Gaelic name, 'Cairn Monaidh' meaning 'carn of the bog’. That carn had long ago disappeared but there are several raths or ringforts in or around the hill. Overlooking Carnmoney Cemetery on the southern face of Carnmoney Hill are what little remains of Dun Áine meaning ‘Áine’s fort’. He loved the view from up there and imaged the beautiful Celtic sun goddess Áine admiring the same view with the wind in her hair. At least two souterrains, man-made underground tunnels, had also been discovered on the hill. Ancient hedgerows, mostly hawthorn and hazel, border some of the pathways which wind up and across the top of the hill. In the 1800s these pathways would have led to isolated farmhouses.
Above the cacophony of birdsong Bobby heard children's laughter which frightened an Irish hare lazing in the shade of the undergrowth. It took off and bounded across the open ground. Bobby then saw a group of children making their way to the top of the hill along a pathway and the memories came flooding back to him of how he had done the same thing as a child during beautiful sunny days such as this.
One of the children, a boy with fair hair, looked up and saw a Lark hanging in the sky. It's song was so enthralling that he instantly felt an affinity with that little bird. That boy was Bobby himself. His sisters Bernadette and Marcella were also there, as were the friends he hadn't seen since childhood. He remembered looking up at that Lark as it sang in celebration of it's freedom. Bobby knew in his heart that he was only reliving the past through his memories and that freedom was the dream which gave him strength during the darkest days and nights in the H-Blocks.
John Sands married Rosaleen Kelly on March 28th 1951. Shortly afterwards they moved from the overcrowded streets of Belfast out to Abbots Cross a newly built village and shopping centre in the Glas na Bradan valley between Cave Hill and Carnmoney Hill, five miles to the north of the city. Unfortunately any hope John and Rosaleen had of finding happiness in the countryside was short-lived. They were soon to discover that Abbots Cross had been built for Protestants. Uniformed members of the RUC and B-Specials casually walked past their home each day going to and from work, which mainly entailed keeping the Catholic citizens of Belfast in their place. John's Ulster-Scots surname was likely the reason they managed to slip through the sectarian net and into number 6 Abbots Cross. For a long time their neighbours believed that they were Protestants and they certainly weren't going to let them know any different.
On March 9th 1954, two years after their move to Abbots Cross, Rosaleen gave birth to their first child, a boy who they named Robert Gerard. Just under a year later in April 1955 Bobby's sister Marcella was born. There was a three-year gap before the birth of his sister Bernadette in November 1958. His brother Sean would be born in June 1962.
When their neighbours in Abbots Cross came to realise that John and Rosaleen were Catholics, they made life intolerable for them. Their next-door neighbour, a woman, started hammering incessantly on the walls of their home after John left to go to work. Anytime Rosaleen went out to hang the washing on the line, that neighbour would do the same thing while sneering over the fence at her. The same thing would happen while she cleaned her windows. This woman would go out and clean her windows and again she would be sneer across at Rosaleen. It eventually got so bad that she would take the children out for long walks during the day to get away from the strain. The mental torture she endured during the day would have stopped by the time John got back home from work. Rosaleen became so ill with stress that John and herself eventually decided that they had no other option but to leave.
In December 1961 the family moved into a new home in a newly built housing estate beside Abbots Cross called Rathcoole. This new home, 68 Doonbeg Drive, was at the foot of Carnmoney Hill. Seven-year old Bobby could look out their front window at an uninterrupted view of the hill so it was hardly surprising that he, his sisters and their newfound friends from other nearby streets would climb the paths which wound up the hill, build themselves a hut and then light a fire. They would throw raw potatoes into this fire and watch them burn before attempting to eat them. Needless to say they were always hungry by the time they got back home again.
Bobby’s education began at Stella Maris primary school and he went on to attend the secondary school of the same name which was next door to it. He was only ever interested in playing football so himself and his best friend Tommy O’Neill joined the youth team of Stella Maris, the local football club. This club was remarkable for the times because it attracted Protestant boys from surrounding areas despite the fact that the team trained in the gym of Bobby’s school. It mattered not if a player was a Catholic or a Protestant, if they were anyway good at playing football they got on the team. Bobby also took part in other sports like swimming and cross-country running for which he won quite a few medals.
By 1966 things began to change as Rathcoole became the centre of Protestant intolerance when the religious demagogue, Ian Paisley established the area as his power base. He spat sectarian hatred from the pulpit and wherever else he could find a platform from which to vent it. In his ignorance neither he nor his followers realised that whenever they said Rathcoole they were speaking a bit of Irish. Rathcoole is Ráth Cúil in Gaelic, meaning the ‘Fort of Coole’ and it is pronounced the same in English as it is in Irish. Hanging on his every poisonous word Loyalists began to launch attacks on Catholic homes, schools and shops.
The UVF’s first actual killing during this period was an unfortunate old Protestant lady because they had mistaken her for a Catholic. The parents of a Protestant he had befriended in the Stella Maris team told him to stop bringing Bobby around to their house.
Bobby finished secondary school in 1969 at the age of fifteen and enrolled in Newtownabbey Technical College. The following year in March 1970 he began working as an apprentice bus builder with Alexander’s Coach Works earning eighteen pounds a week. However, the ugly face of sectarian hatred wasn’t long in coming to the surface on the factory floor, but Bobby endured it as he wanted to learn a trade. One morning he turned up at work to find some of his workmates cleaning guns. One of them pointed a gun at him and told him to go or he’d be shot. He refused to be intimidated and stayed until his boss called him into his office and told him that there would be staff cuts and that he was being laid off.
Bobby would soon find another job, working nights as a barman in the Glen Inn, a pub in Glengormley. He became friendly with an older barman called Gerry Noade who lived beside the Sands family home in Rathcoole. He soon started dating Gerry’s daughter Geraldine. The couple would eventually get married after Geraldine became pregnant, but the wedding would be held in the chapel of Crumlin Road jail on March 3rd 1973 just six days before Bobby's 19th birthday, as he would be arrested on October 16th 1972 and put on remand. Geraldine gave birth to a baby boy, Gerard, on 8th May 1973.
During his time working as a barman Bobby made the decision that the time had come for him to fight back against the tyranny of the sectarian state which had, for decades, made life unbearable for Catholics in the North of Ireland and the British military which had been sent over to defend it. The peaceful protests of the Civil Rights Movement had been met with state violence during the 1960s. He witnessed the murderous events in Ballymurphy and a few months later in Derry, which would come to be known as Bloody Sunday. The Parachute regiment murdered innocent people during both massacres but the real orders had come from the British government.
Bobby knew that IRA volunteers drank in the Glen Inn so he waited for the right moment to approach one of them and ask about becoming a member himself. He noticed that one of them seemed to have more authority than the others so one night toward the end of 1971 he walked over to him while he was sitting alone, sat down and asked him straight out about joining the IRA. The man was impressed but he counselled Bobby to think carefully before joining. Bobby had his mind made up and nothing the man said could change it so he told him he’d think about it and get back to him.
It wouldn’t take too long until he did get back to Bobby. The IRA man needed to move a gun from Rathcoole to Glengormley but the volunteer who was supposed to do it hadn’t turned up. As he passed a football pitch he noticed that Bobby was playing in one of the teams. He called him over and asked him if he would do something for him. Without asking what it was Bobby changed clothes and took the gun the IRA man produced from inside his coat and handed to him. He was in.
Bobby's cellmate wondered why he was spending so much time standing at the window of their cell just staring out through the concrete pillars as he was normally pacing the length of the cell deep in thought. He got up and stood beside him little realising that he had just interrupted Bobby’s memories bringing him back to the reality of their present-day situation. He remained silent for a while and just stared out the cell window. Then he asked Bobby did he think that they'd ever see freedom, real freedom when the British would have left Ireland for good. Bobby turned to him and said, "Tiocfaidh ár lá,” (Our day will come). Then he went over to the wall and began putting the finishing touches to the poem he had been composing. Having done so he memorised the lines until he had it word perfect.
Later that night Bobby went to his cell door and announced to the men in the wing that he had just finished another poem. The lads were all excited as they were aware that he had been writing one and couldn't wait to hear it.
"It’s called ‘A Place to Rest', began Bobby before reciting his poem from the side of his cell door...
'As the day crawls out another night crawls in
Time neither moves nor dies.
It's the time of day when the lark sings,
The black of night when the curlew cries.
There's rain on the wind, the tears of spirits
The clink of key on iron is near,
A shuttling train passes by on rail,
There's more than God for man to fear.
Toward where the evening crow would fly, my thoughts lie,
And like ships in the night they blindly sail,
Blown by a thought - that breaks the heart -
Of forty women in Armagh jail.
Oh! and I wish I were with the gentle folk,
Around a hearthened fire where the fairies dance unseen,
Away from the black devils of H-Block hell,
Who torture my heart and haunt my dream.
I would gladly rest where the whin bush grow,
Beneath the rocks where the linnets sing
In Carnmoney Graveyard 'neath its hill
Fearing not what the day may bring!'
There was a hushed silence when he finished, then his comrades erupted into cheers and shouted words of praise from one end of the wing to the other.
At 1.17am on the morning of Tuesday May 5th, forty-five years ago, brave Bobby Sands MP took his final breath in the prison hospital after 66 days on hunger-strike. He was 27 at the time of his death.
Fuair sé bás ar son saoirse na hÉireann.
Note: I used Bobby’s biography, Nothing But An Unfinished Song by Denis O’Hearn to reference the early days of his life.






















